(These next few blogs are catch ups as I have been writing at JunctionJ the last few months and these are the blogs that I have written there)
My thoughts and feelings as we start this adventure together are so mixed right now...if I am honest...which mostly I am...when I am bold enough to be so.
I am excited because I know that God is big which means big things. Big dreams, big realities, big life, big pictures, big expressions, big blessings, big lessons. I am excited because God has set us up. Me and Jo. He did it. He connected us, he planted seeds. He allowed us to spark and dream and giggle! He loves it. It is an overflow of his heart.
I am nervous because I'm not sure if I have enough to give. enough tallent, enough heart, enough humility, enough creativity.
But then I hear the truth through the lies... the TRUTH: Yelled and screamed and shouted and sung and resounded over and above the stupid lies:
I am His daughter. I am. I am His. That's enough. Enough creativity, enough heart, enough gifting. Enough. I do not need to prove myself as and artist. I am an artist. My Dad is the original and best, the first and the last. I carry Him in me. I carry his DNA. It is Him in me, not me in me. It is who He made me to be, so why should I be scared? It can't be hard to be who you are meant to be can it? It certainly shouldn't be. This who I am...and it's time to grow in that. There's so much more to disover.
I am here in Stratford, Ontario. Loving the life that Daddy is laying out before me today. Being challenged (more of that to come) learning and knowing His heart - first hand. From him. God himself, speaking to me - little me - it's pretty cool.
Just to let you know: Jo Smith and I are starting some distance learning out of JunctionJ. we are stepping out in the area of Art. I am following her (it's not hard, her fragrance is so beautiful that to pick up on it is an absolute delight) Let's see where Daddy takes us.
Lots of love xx
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